Dear Blog Followers and casual readers,
I write this post in gratitude and thanks for your readership, having reached some site milestones earlier expected. The Big Asian Package Blog has been a project of expression, catharsis, exploration, and connection, a hesitant outward reaching hand.
I wanted a forum to discuss my thoughts of frustration or personal problems stemming from the way I feel treated as a lesser, incomplete person socially. That I may participate in my society, but only if I relinquish my sexual identity as a man. I write this blog, in part, because I refuse to allow an ill fitting socially expected persona to overtake me. I don’t always win, but…
I always fight.
Despite my inclination to do so in an entirely introspective way, I have been public about the process because I want everyone to have a real shot at happiness through connection. I don’t want my little nephew to grow up being the punchline to jokes, the pitied lower caste of the dating world. I don’t want him to know the kind of loneliness or feel the kind of rejection that I have too many times in my life. And that means me doing something difficult. It means telling people that I feel sexually victimized and
all the vulnerabilities that come with such an admission. I’ve worked past this. It is difficult, and to the extent others might find some comfort or guidance in my voice, I will feel that my writing here is worthwhile.
I started writing publicly about four months ago, mid-April 2015. The cat is out of the bag, as they say, and some friends and acquaintances now know I keep this site (which is why you can now see what I look like. So… Hi.))
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